Ali Devlin never had any doubts about marrying Colin, but two beautiful children and 12 years later she is overwhelmingly doubtful. Where is the man she fell in love with? Why does she not feel the same way about him anymore? What has happened to them, and how is she ever going to fix it? Reigniting her passion for the arts, she finds a job in the City Arts Centre after years as a stay at home mom. Befriending artist-in-residence Owen O'Neill, Ali can't help but notice he is everything Colin isn't anymore: respectful, charming, caring, and undeniably sexy. There is chemistry, but Ali isn't the type of woman to have an affair, is she? Unsure of exactly what she wants, a work trip to Amsterdam brings the changes she desired. Changes she couldn't have seen happening. Changes that ruin her life.